There are damp patches on my sheets when I finish sewing them together and get down off my knees
I am not a Bat Mitzvahed woman
Together, red rounded legs
They sit in a circle
I turn my body into a flying saucer and lay on flushed sheets
I speak no Hebrew, no Yiddish
There is spinning around my figure
Legs migrate around and spit
The sheets learn how to be wet
I lap at their generational goo, fiending, starving
They share their rosy tongues
I crave my great-grandmother, doughy hands holding fat baby womanhood
I share my tongue; I whisper the password
Mollie Olevsky and Samuel Goldstein and the birth of a son and the birth of a son and the birth of a daughter
The names strike acceptance; they hesitate
I lack ceremony; they resume
I am unzipped from the pocket of my skin and met with red rounded sisters whom I fear
We nest on cotton sheets as they speak to me in a language I will never understand
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